Lacking passion

Not gonna lie, school has just been killing me. School and work and work and missing my friends and trying to get enough sleep and get my homework done and not go crazy... I wish I could do it all but I just can't. My sanity is nearly gone and so is my passion, my 'joie de vivre,' whatever you call it. I got none. There isn't even enough time to figure out what my passion is with a life like this.

So.... I quit my job. Job number one, that is. Bye bye Bowmans. As relieving as it is to know that after the end of next week I'll be done forever, I can't help feeling sad about it. I worked with a lot of people for the last time today and we had so much fun! I've really grown to love the people I work with and the people that shop there (except for the creepy ones), I'm just really going to miss it. I turned in my notice on Tuesday, and since then I've been trying to figure out a way that I could still do both jobs...it would probably be more productive to just begin the process of moving on. So...gotta work on that.

I've been trying to find ways to make school feel more meaningful. The novelty (if there ever was any to begin with?) has worn off and now...it's a little blah. I feel like if I could just find a new group of friends, if I could choose a major, if I could figure out why I'm at Weber instead of the U or USU, then it'd all be worth it and I'd just be fine right where I am. So far....nothing. I realize that it's only been seven weeks and that I have zero patience, but I just want to get things figured out. I just need a little passion.

I think I need a break. A trip! Just a little weekend somethin...where should I go?

Also, while you're answering that question, what should I major in? Where should I go to school next year? What did I wear to church two weeks ago? (Can't repeat an outfit, you know...)

Any assistance would be so greatly appreciated.